A catch in my throat, choke. Torn into pieces I won't, no. I don't want to be this.

There  is absolutely nothing here to entertain myself, or to make time go a LITTLE BIT faster.

It's driving me nuts!

Anyways.

My life is finally where I want it to be. Finally.

I'm okay with everything that's going on in it, and I'm content with the people around me.

This is a really big step for me.

I just kinda wish summer school would be over already! It's Friday, and I still have to come on Monday.

*sigh

I really am in the best relationship of my life. It's just....words can't even describe it. He's amazing.

I'm ranting, appologies.

Birthday party tonight, I don't know if I really want to go. I feel so awkward at them...every year. haha

 

 

Take care all of you.

Hopefully you all have something to entertain yourselves, unlike me.

 

 

<3

North Carolina soon!
Summer school sucks.
There's too much going on in my head right now.
Warped Tour soon!
I want to move out of my house.
Kseeya.



All I know is you're a time bomb baby, you're ready to explode.

And I want to go back.

 

 

I'm listening to the Camp Rock soundtrack?

To My 2 "Best" Friends:

#1:

-You live with a guy that screams at you every night.

-All you do is drink.

-You don't know what you'd do without him, even though he tells you to get the fuck out of his apartment ALL the time.

-You're two faced BEYOND BELIEF.

-And he's right, every word out of your mouth is a lie.

 

#2:

-Your boyfriend cheats on you ALL the time.

-You try WAY too hard.

-You're a slut.

-and everything you says is a pathetic attempt to make yourself believe your in love.

 

 

 

Exciting things to do this summer:

-Ashley's grad party.

-Kennywood! 

-GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF HERE FOR A WEEKEND. with Sam. [Ohio]

-The Zoo.

-Titanic Exhibit at the Science Center.

-Dinosaur Exhibit at the Museum of Natural History

-The 4th of July

-North Carolina, with Tank and Mom.

-North Carloina AGAIN, with Sam, Ali, Erik, Andy, and Amanda. [Not my 2 "best friends"]

-Get a tattoo with my boyfriend.

-Warped Tour

 

 

So Alex. I'm coming to see you. Twice.

I can't wait for like half these things.

And that first list is me being a bitch.

 

 

Take care! <3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm excited!
My baby just came to see me [:


Friday - COHEED AND CAMBRIA!!
June 5th - One more year of high school done.
June 12th - SINK WITH ME comes back to PA.
June 21st- Like 3 grad parties.
June 25th - KENNYWOOD, with Sam and his family.
June 28th - 29th - Wedding with Sam and his family.


Good line up so far. [: